Will it Matter in 5 Years?

Yak! Sekarang ini seharusnya aku bikin membership fuzzy pake CMEX, atau nge-laprak, atau ngerjain proposal PKM atau tidur karena besok kelas jam 8 pagi. Tapi kesini instead.

Itu Matlab sama sublime text mau di minimize sampe kapan ken?

“Udah bulan apa ini, masi aja bingung” – Pak Feri.

Coba aja bikin membership fuzzy segampang bikin membership indomaret alfamart.

“Ini gampang banget loh bikin fuzzy di CMEX” – Pak Feri.

Ini lah akibatnya kalau tugas kelas SKPE kerjaannya cuma ngopas.

Iya pak, saya lagi nyari tau gampangnya dimana…….

Shower Thoughts

I wish I could write my life story, second by second so I can reread it all over again whenever I want.

Old Things in Old Wallet

Yaaa, maybe I still have a photo that I never noticed before. That photo was on my old wallet. Since I bought new wallet, I moved some cards, but I didn’t move old photos. And then couple days ago, my mom found my old wallet and moved it to trash. Aaand ya I realized something. All of my old photos with my bestfriend was there! But my mom had moved the photos before I noticed. Sooo, she gave me the photos.
Yaaa, so many photos. With Fajek, Sari, Fuah, Icha, Nadia, Acong, Putri, Bella, Gilang, Emdi, Kipen, aaand so much more. But then, there was a close up photo. A photo of a SHS student. Suddenly, my mind just went to a place where I got that photo. Feels like oh, that day I was so happy after I stole that photo. Oh, that smile on that photo, the story behind the photo that you’d told me, make me smile a lil bit.

And then I saw a hospital member card. Oh that hospital, I love that place, that room, that bed, that infusion, and many more. It’s about 2 years ago, when my doctor told me that I’ve got DBD and Typhus. Do you wanna know what I felt? I was so happy hahahaha. Finally meeeeeeeeen! hahaha. Finally I know what it feels when you’re on an Ambulance (of course the siren is on). Insaneee hahahaah. I didn’t realize how dangerous the illnesses was. What I realized was I will spend several days and nights at hospital aaaand every people will show their love and attention for me hahaha.

There was a time when I wanted to go to toilet, and I couldn’t stand by myself. And I was saying to my mind, “Ooooh waaaaaw, soo now I can’t stand by myself… And what’s next? Can’t move my hands? Hahaha” I still didn’t realize how bad the illnesses was. I thought this is soooo much fun!

When my mom told me to drink Angkak (a traditional medicine from China), I rejected to drink it. It wasn’t because the taste of Angkak, I just didn’t want to be healthy hahahaha. I still wanna be hereeeeee mamaa hahaha. I was so glad being here. When my classmate texted me and grumbled about the tasksssssss (because of so many tasks so I typed so many ssss too), I was lying on my bed and watched TV ha ha ha ha. That was the point!

Until one day I felt so boooooreeee, and I realized that my life wasn’t good enought here. I felt my weight just increased. Because I just lying on my bed and ate sooo many delicious foods. Nom nom nom… I think I need to stop my break time. But that time, my doctor didn’t let me go home because my trombocyte wasn’t normal enought. Aaaand I decided to drink Angkak and guava juice as much as I can. Aaaand finally she let me go homeee oooh thank yaaauuuu!

After those days, I realized that I just made my family and friends worried. They were worrying me while I was soo happy being hospitalized. Ah, they might love me so much. What would happen to them if I passed away?

Actually, masih teringat dengan jelas waktu aku dianterin malam-malam ke rumah sakit, dijagain, dibeliin roti meskipun waktu itu hujan nya derrass se deras-derasnya. Thank you so much my best-classmate. Sari dan Fajria.

And what’s next? What kinda things that I found in my old wallet?
I think that’s all. I need to sleeep -_-
It’s 3.08 AM! Aaaaand ya see you again!

Nostalgia 2006

Congratulation for Marching Band Bahana Cendana Kartika (BCK) Duri! Baru aja liat video perform nya BCK Duri yang bertemakan Star Wars, and like whoooaaa awesome! Juara 1 divisi umum cuuy. Biasanya, eh bukan biasanya sih, dulu pas tahun 2006 masih juara 1 divisi sekolah. Duh gilak keren banget BCK Duri.

Jadi keinget waktu GPMB 2006 yang bertemakan Tempo Doloe, aku kelas 2 SMP di Cendana Duri-Riau. Aku mulai masuk BCK Duri dari kelas 1 dan dulu latihannya masih di SD Cendana Duri. Pulang sekolah jam 2 siang, dan jam 3 udah mulai latihan 3 kali seminggu. Udah ga bakalan sempat pulang. Pulang sekolah dijemput sama papa, makan siang sama ganti baju di mobil hahaha. Nanti jam 5 ya lupa deng pulang jam berapa udah maghrib aja tu.

Jam 3 teng langsung Apel, terus keliling lapangan 2 kali, dan push-up 20 kali. Baru lanjut latihan. Kalau awal-awal musim, biasanya cuma liatin partitur dan latihan mainin lagu doang. Dan itu yang paling membosankan. Ya cuma tegak, mainin alat. Dah itu doang. Nanti kalau udah mendekati GPMB nya, trus pelajari lagunya udah hapir selesai, baru latihan display. Latihan display yang ga pernah membosankan buat aku. Kenapa? Ga tau asik aja hahaha. Gak monoton kalau latihan display soalnya jalan sana sini. Apalagi kalau display sambil ga bawa alat. Enteng. Oh iya, ada satu lagi yang paling gak akan pernah membosankan. Latihan gabungan. Biasanya ini waktu latihan udah intensif atau TC. Itu biasanya pas udah dekat mau GPMB. TC tiap sabtu minggu, jadi mesti tidur di kelas SMP (Tempat latihan udah dipindahin ke SMP Cendana) tiap sabtu malam. Terus kalau lagi libur sekolah juga TC. Duh, TC itu yang paling seruuuuu. Tidur bareng, makan bareng, mandi bareng, dan latihan dari pagi sampe malam, terasa bgt kekeluargaannya, mau senior atau junior, sama aja semua. Trus ntar pas malam di jengukin sama orang tua sama dibawain makanan cemilan gitu. Aduh kangennyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Kalau udah TC tu, semuanya rebutan buat dapetin kasur yang di ujung biar ga dipijak pijak hahaha.

Jadi keinget juga sejak gabung di BCK aku jadi suka sama orang *asik. Yaaa, sebenarnya juga aku banyak suka sama orang, abang yang main trumpet lah, abang yang main mellophone, abang yang main tomb lah, abang yang main snare drum lah, yang ini lah, yang itulah. Aduh banyak lah pokoknya yang aku sukain waktu tu. Yaa suka suka gitu ajaa, ntar kalau pas makan pagi/siang/malam nya dekat aku, trus ngajak cerita langsung klepek-klepek wakakakakakak. Tapi waktu tu ada satu orang, bukan abang-abang, tapi seangkatan sama aku. I was his secret admirer. Yaa yang tau waktu itu cuma Tyas dan Indy. Dia main bass drum. Dan ternyataaaa waktu naik kelas 2, aku sekelas dengan diaaaa. Senang? Yaiyalaaaaah hahahaha. Yang bisa nebak ya diam aja ye hehe.

Jadi waktu itu dikelas aku ada 3 orang yang ikutan BCK, salah dua nya ya aku dan dia itu. Jadi entah karna apa, kami jadi disekelompokkan gitu bertiga untuk praktikum TTG (Teknologi Tepat Guna). Aduhaaai senengnya minta ampuuuun itu waktu tu. Mana waktu itu praktikumnya agak ribet tapi yang jadi semangat karena sekelompok sama si itu wahahahahahhahahahah

Terus waktu latihan display, ada suatu ketika, dimana posisi kami itu deketan wahahaha. Disaat yang bersamaan aku putar kepala aku buat nyari keberadaan Tyas, terus kami langsung kode-kodean pake mata gitu kayak ngomong, “Waaaah tyaaas, aku deketan samaa diaaaaaa!!!!” trus Tyas nya bales  kayak bilang, “waaaaaa asiiik ya keeen” wahahahahaha. But i tried to be cool infront of him yeah hahahahaha. Aduh aku kangen tyas.

Dan di Trumpet tu ceweknya cuma 4. Kak Feni, Kak Lisa (Icut), Kak Cindy, dan aku. Aku barengnya sama kak Cindy karna sama-sama trumpet 3. Kak icut udah trumpet 2, dan kak feni udah trumpet1. Kak cindy waktu itu lagi kelepek-kelepek sama abang-abang inisial RP wkwkwk. Pokoknya dah itulah pokoknya. Dan di Trumpet 3 itu ada 3 kurcaci, Dwiki, Habib, dan Richard hahahaha.

Terus waktu mau nampil, aduh ga inget itu semifinal apa final, jadi semuanya udah pada ngumpul di pintu neraka (mereka bilangnya begitu), tapi akunya malah kebelet. Minta izin sama pelatih trus aku disuruh tungguin biar ada yang anterin ke toilet, body guard gitu. BODY GUARD MEN. Aku bilang ga usah, soalnya aku juga tau toilet nya dimana. Aduh lawak aja, ke toilet doang keleeeeus pake body guard segala. Mana 2 orang kekar kekar cetar membahana lagi, udah kayak di film-film itulah tu body guardnya. And i was like whoooaaa hahahah and walked like a boss yeah.

Tau gak sih, sampai sampai habis GPMB itu kan ada yang jualin foto foto kita waktu perform gitu, dengan bodoh nya aku gak beli foto aku sendiriiiiiiiii duh nyesaaaaaal, dan tau foto siapa yang aku beli? Aku masih ga habis pikir, kenapa aku gak beli foto yang isinya tu muka aku?

Terus selesai GPMB 2006 yang diadain di Januari tahun 2007, eh dianya malah keluar dari BCK. Yaaaaaah, udah ga ada lagi moodbooster biar semangat latihan BCK. Jadinya ga lama habis itu aku juga keluar dari BCK, tentunya setelah pelantikan angkatan bawah. Oo, malam pelantikan.. i think i have another story.. eh tapi ga usah lah, memalukan. Ngok. Lalu, udah kelas 3 yaa kami ga sekelas sih, tapi karna kelas 3 udah mau UN, jadi biasa laah, ada kelas tambahan/bimbel. Nah, kami sekelas di kelas bimbel itu hahahaaha.

Ending nya gimana? Yaaa gitu udah endingnya. Dia ga bakalan pernah tau kalau dulu aku pernah suka sama dia. I wish hahahha

Bad Day

Its raining right now on 22.32 and I lying on my bed and wondering what could I do right now. I just ruining somebody’s day, alright, I realize that I was wrong. Maybe I should finished this post as fast as I can, because my eyes wanna die. Not because I feel sleepy, but something happened to my eyes and my nose, so its hard to open my eyes and my nose seems so bad and turn red. Ok, bye!

Something Unimportant

I miss the old things. I miss when everything’s going to be so easy. When everything seems so not complicated. You can cry when you wanted to. You can laugh when you wanted it too. You can sleep when you need to sleep soon. I miss when the problem will solved easily. Ya, you know it, i miss my childhood.

Hi Bloggie

HI my sweetest blog, how are you? long time no see hehehehe.. couple days ago, I met my friends. haaaaaa I missed them so much.
Aidina, Md, Een, Jio, Ulan and me met when we swim together. No Acong, Pb or Nadia 🙁 But, the next day, I met Acooong hahahahha. And the next day I met Putri and Novi. Dear Pb and Nadia, when we will meet each others?

Btw, I will have a test on 2nd August, wish me luck guys. Bismillah. I’ll do my best and pray, and trust Allah to give me the best way for me o:)

What We Like to Do

Some times, when we decided to chat on YM!, we just clicked on Video Call button, and then sibuk surang hahaha. And Putri, as one-of-many-langang-friends, semakin hari semakin langang. HAHHAHAHA

It’s about tomorrow, the day after tomorrow until the end

Okay, rata-rata nih, satu angkatan aku pada bingung mau ambil jurusan apa di universitas mana. Including me. Emang sih, kita ga bisa nentuin kita harus kuliah disini atau disana. Itu urusan Yang Maha Kuasa. Semua orang yang nanya ke aku, “Ntar, mau kuliah dimana?” paling aku jawabnya gini:
1. Belum tau
2. Dimana aja boyeeeh :p

Susah bet pasang targetnya ya.

Living Live

Thank God. You give me bad way which made me stronger now. Firstly, I was mad at you. It wasn’t fair. But then I realized, everything will be alright if you have faith and always pray to God that everything’s gonna be alright. Then I try to bring myself much closer to God until now. I knew, not everybody could pas my way. But I still have friends who can be there for me. I just a human with all of my weakness. I love my friends.