Emang suatu kewajiban saat sedang bongkar-bongkar isi kamar menemukan sesuatu yang mengingatkan masa-masa lalu tah itu suram ataupun apalaah. Hal itu yang paling membahagiakan saat ngubrak-abrik isi kamar. Hal itu juga yang ngebuat banyak waktu yang terbuang lumayan sia-sia. He he he

Mupung masi semi-liburan, liburan enggak dan kuliahpun juga enggak, aku mulai menata ulang kamar. Dan nemuin kotak hitam dilaci bawah lemari. Dan sayangnya emang kotak hitam itu sengaja aku isi dengan barang-barang aku untuk mengenang sikik-sikik. Didalamnya ada foto-foto, partitur lagu BCK, undangan reunian SD, stiker-stiker, tiket konser AdaBand, kartu pustaka SMP, plaster-plaster lucu, hansaplast lucu, name-tag, pena, bros-bros unik, orji(heh?), surat hasil tes IQ waktu SD, game catur mini, penggaris, kartu-kartu ucapan ulang tahun, frame, barang-barang unik ntah itu gantungan tas, kalung, gelang, ataupun hanya hiasan, sampai diary yang terdiri dari kertas-kertas yang udah usang pun ada (´̯ ̮`̯ ) Dan benda terakhir yang aku masukin kesana adalah secarik kertas yang berisi sedikit pesan dan nomor telepon. Jadi waktu itu lagi rapat pas ISO 1 di basecamp. Waktu mau jalan pulang, pembimbing partai nitipkan kertas itu ke aku. Kalau diingat-ingat lucu juga.

Hal yang membuat lama sebenarnya bukan memandangi barang-barang kecil itu, tapi tumpukan kertas yang terlipat dengan sangat tidak rapi hahahaha. Itulah sedikit dari beberapa tulisan ku. Entah sejak kelas berapa aku mulai menulis hal-hal yang sebenarnya konyol-ketika aku pikirkan saat ini-tapi berhasil menghiburku sesaat.

Dasar niken yang bodoh hahaha, bodohnya menulis hal-hal seperti ini. Tapi ada bagusnya juga aku menulis hal ini, tulisan ini membantu ku untuk mengingat hal-hal bodoh yang terjadi pada aku yang bodoh. hahahaha. Waktu aku berantam sama teman sekelas karena seorang bocah dan hal ini sampai terdengar oleh telinga guru-guru. Ampuuun pasti mama malu punya anak kayak aku hahahaha. Parahnya, sampai sekarang mama masih mengungkit masa-masa suram kelam sungguh kejam itu.

Hal lain yang aku tulis adalah sedikit masalah tapi sangat mengguncang aku waktu itu. Aku masih anak SD kelas… empat tah lima. Aku masih bisa tersenyum tipis sambil membacanya. Aku membayangkan betapa mirisnya aku waktu itu.. Judul bukunya aja udah sedikit sok dewasa. Ntah dimana aku mendapatkan kata-kata itu, tapi yang jelas nusuk sekali :’). Aku merasa sedikit beruntung atau berterimakasih pada Allah karena telah memberi aku cobaan sejak dulu, jadi niken yang kecil udah pernah merasakan masalah yang sangat berat dan sekarang aku udah terbiasa kok :), jadi kenapa niken yang sekarang mesti nyerah ngeliat cobaan yang ada sekarang?. Hehehe enggak ding, siapa bilang aku udah terbiasa :’) Aku cuma manusia sok tegar aja biar gak ada yang kepo. Aku cuma pengen gak ada yang tau kalau aku terpukul, aku sedih, aku nangis… Aku juga sempat tertawa waktu aku nulis gini, “Hari ini juga aku teringat pada waktu aku masih kecil, saat itu tanggal 20 Januari pas waktu aku ulang tahun…” Berarti saat itu aku merasa udah besar ya? hahahaha udah pandai bilang-bilang ‘pada waktu aku masih kecil’ hahahaha. Sok gede
Ya ampun niken kecil, besok-besok jangan gitu lagi yaa :):) malu nih kakak :’)

Jadi keinget lagi waktu pulang sekolah dulu masih SD, di bus sekolah. Tas aku jatuh dan isinya berceceran di lantai. Aku berusaha buat mengumpulkan semua yang kurasa milikku. Beberapa menit kemudian saat aku tah bengong tah ngapain, ada teman aku yang berteriak memanggil namaku dan mengatakan bahwa diary aku ditangannya. MAMPUS. Bodohnya aku gak ingat buku kematian itu udah ditas apa belum waktu  isi tas berceceran krikkk… krikk~
Mulai detik itu, hingga aku menginjakan tanah, akuuu di cmeeeeh huuuaaaaaaaaaaa :”(:”(:”(:”(

Diary si membawa petaka, itulah kesimpulannya.

I had my 18th birthday on January 20th 2012. That day was an amazing day. My best friend, Elza Putri Rahayu woke me up by calling me on 00.05 and sang happy birthday. And said many wishes for me :’) Thank you so much Putri :*

Then, i saw some of my friends said happy birthday to me and give many wishes too. Thank you so much Shahnaz, Azalia, Putri Bella, Famanil, Aisha and many more :’) and also, my SUPER-SPECIAL one. All I can do is smiling, I thought that day gonna be so special.

Then, I went to campus, as usual, every Friday we go to campus together. Then he said it again. Aaaaaaaaaaaa what a delightful day 😀 then, I came to my classmate, and one of my friend screamed that, that day was my birthday. Everybody was said happy birthday to me. Thank you guys!

Briefly, at the evening, after class, my class-buddy went to canteen to talk about our HIMA. Previously, my friend, named Siti Marfuah, angered to me, I didn’t have any brave to stare at her eyes. she kept yelled at me, I didn’t know what should I do, because I realize I was wrong, I made a mistake. Then with face of anger, Fuah asked me to accompany her to watch her boyfie. Of course I followed what her wanted, because I didn’t want to make her disappointed anymore.

Then, we walked near a umm.. What we called it.. Kind of a smoking area. From that place, we could watch people playing basketball. So, I asked Fuah,”Mana fatah?” then Fuah replied,”Ndak tau” and she looking for her boy. Maybe just pretending -,-

Then Fuah sat on a steel pipes, and borrowed my bag to put her bag on it. Then I sat next to Fuah. And a couple seconds later, PLAK!! an egg arrived at my head. WHAAAAT!!!! Fuah ran away from me. She ran so fast that I can’t get her. First I tried to save my phone hahahaha, I asked my friend to save it. Then I tried to ran after them, but I can’t. Because my hands were stuck. My friend, held my hand soooooo tight so I can’t do anything. They kept threw an egg one by one to my body, and also some powder, coffee, and water. WHAATTHEEEE!!! Then, they ran away from me and left me 🙁 But fortunately, Cali and Fajek helped me to clean my body. AAAAAAAAAAA what a bad smell~

It’s about 300 meters from canteen to my room. AAAAAAA I urged Cali and Fajek to walk with me and guide me until I reach my room’s door. But, Cali was cheating, she ran to her car and left me and Fajek. At the end, thank you for Fajek that guiding me from canteen to my room ♡

Then, I took a bath, and a couple seconds after I cleaned my self, Fuah was calling me. She said happy birthday to me and then she said that she didn’t angry with me at all. She was joking.

After that, I lied down my self on my bed and chatted with Mulia. Honestly I miss him. I didn’t have much time on that day to see him. I met him on morning, when we went to campus together, then about at 9 AM when I went to have some breakfast with Cali and Fajek, I met Mulia, and talked a bit. And then about at 2 PM, we didn’t have much time because I have a class…. That night Mulia will going to West Sumatra. At first I didn’t believe him, I thought that he was pretending. But, he replied my message took a long time. Then he apologized, because he helped his mother to pack their stuff. Alright, I didn’t want to hope too much. Alright, maybe he was true. I was thinking,”what should I do? it’s impossible if I want him to stay. Even that I want him to stay so much”

Then, Fuah asked me to accompany her to have a dinner tonight, as usual. But I swear to myself that I wont going out tonight. First, I felt so tired. Second, It was my birthday. Maybe some of my friends want to throw me an egg again 😐 But Fuah tried really hard, she said that she was very sad and want to talked with me. Alright, Fuah and Icha came to my room. When I was changing my shirt, secretly, Fuah and Icha updated every my account status and BBM personal messages with something silly. And then they borrowed my hijab. I didn’t have any bad feeling. Then we walk together to Lapangan Poltek, and we sat near a small shop. Then my mother calling me, so I pick it up. I talk to my mom about a couple minutes. Suddenly, two super woman closed my eyes with my hijab AAAAAAAAA!!!!! I should’ve know it first.

And then when i opened my eyes, i saw my Mulia in front of me. AAAAAAAAAAAAA MULIAAAA YOUR SMILE IS THE BEST SMILE EVER MULIAAAAA.. Everybody sang Happy Birthday to me.. including Mulia. All I can do was smiling. I was very happy.. I dont want to forget this moment. 18th birthday gonna be my best birthday ever. Too many words to describe that night. I hope this moment will last forever. I wont forget one part of that night. A part when a (what we called it, ummm… Pengamen in bahasa, when pengamen sang a song to me. It’s Ungu’s song, titled Laguku.

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A Part when you smiled at me 🙂 Mulia, I miss your smile like never before 🙂 Thank you so much for the Surprise, thank you for loving and caring me, thank you for everything 🙂 I promise, i will never forget this moment. I love you even more and more.