I miss the old things. I miss when everything’s going to be so easy. When everything seems so not complicated. You can cry when you wanted to. You can laugh when you wanted it too. You can sleep when you need to sleep soon. I miss when the problem will solved easily. Ya, you know it, i miss my childhood.
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you. How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. How much I love your silly face. How much I love your voice when whispering. I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation; laughing at funny things that you said or did.. I’ve memorized your face and the way that you look at me.. When our eyes meets, I talk to myself,”Damn, how can you love me too, is it true? Or it’s just a dream? God, I love this man very much”. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together and even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once. I don’t care, I cherish every moment I have with you. You mean everything to me. You are the first thought in my head in the morning when I wake up, my last thought before I go to bed. You smile at me in my dreams. When you are sad, I feel so sad, and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.